SORRY BUT I JUST WANT TO LET THIS THING OUT.
Di ko kasi matanggap yung bagay na sinabi sakin ng classmate ko.
"Anu ba yan Mike,di ka na nakakatuwa ah"
From a complete stranger,almost.
Kasi naman,ikaw ba naman sabihan ng taong di ka kilala as.. yung ikaw.as a person.
Kasi ang sakit sa kalooban,di naman kayo masyadong close or something.
OO.Mag ka classmate nga kami,pero di naman yung sapat na dahilan para sabihan ako nun.
Kasi ganito kasi yun.
MATH class nun.
Tapos may pinapabayad yung professor namin,nasa likuran nya ako.
Inaabot ko yung bayad.
BBAAYYYAADDDD.
Tapos,sa kalikutan ko,nasagi ko siya.
Tapos,sinabi nya yun.
"Teka sandali lang."
ng medyo galit.
Eh aba.malay ko bang naiinis na siya.At malay ko rin bang may sinabi syang teka lang,in the first place.
...
After that,I lose my energy.Nawalan ako ng gana.Though,I still laugh and smile.
Nakakainis na nakakaiyak na di ko alam.
Kasi talagang,from a someone who doesn't know you,from that phrase medyo masakit.
Ewan ko ba.Sensitive?
OK lang sana kung medyo pa joke.It is seriously done.
..
Eh di uwian na namin.
UMULAN.
ng malakas.
I was eating with them.
Tapos,iniwan pa ako ni Eper.wala tuloy akong kasama.
Habang kumakain.
MUKHA AKONG TANGA.
Ewan ko ba kung anong tinatanga tanga ko dun,gusto ko na ngang umalis,nung pagkabili ko ng shake. Eh baka kasi naman,magkaroon pa ng isssue.And I won't let that happen.
Ayan na naman ako,nakikitawa.
And nakisabay.
Palabas ng campus.
... Narinig siguro ng langit ang dinadamdam ko,kaya sinabayan nya ako.
What I really want to say,is that you..impression na nagawa ko.
It just that I try to take things in College,So,hayan.I failed for making a good impression.
Di ko kasi matanggap na nandun na ko,classmate ko sila,nakakasama ko sila,nakakausap.
Pero I have to make a move,para naman di ako mapag iwanan.
Wala naman akong choice kundi kausapin sila.
Ang hirap kasi gumawa ng magandang impression,I tried.
I tried to be MABAIT infront of people.
But still people can see my flaws.
And for that,I am so disappointed.
NAH.Some people don't really appreciate me.And I whole heartedly accepted that fact,that I can't please everybody.
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Habang palabas.Ang EPIC kaya.
Nabasa for the first time,ng SUPER.
Ang Converse Chuck Taylor High-Cut ko.
As in WET.SOAKED WET.Pati ang HUMAN monster bag ko,at yung JAGTHUG skinny jeans ko.
Di kasi ako makapunta sa gilid,kasi pag pumunta ka sa gilid,malalim ,at sa malamng sa malamang mabababad sapatos ko dun.Eh di sa gitna kami dumaan.
HUTAHENA.Baha.Tapos everytime na may car na dadaan,syempre we need to tabi dun sa gilid.
BAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAA.
KAYA NGA AYOKO SA P.U.P.
SIMULA PA LANG.AYOKO NA TALAGA.
SORRY TALAGA.PERO MALABO TALAGANG MAGUSTUHAN KO ANG P.U.P.
Ayoko talaga.
As in ,yung buong P.U.P. community.
*mabaho
*maingay
*madumi
*bahaiin
*mainit
*poor quality ng facilities
*nakakainis yung mga tao
*dysfunctional classmates
O'cmon.How worse could this thing get?
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I learned a lesson today.
HINDI NA PO AKO MAGWI-WISH NA UMULAN.KASI ANG HIRAP PO PALA PAG UMULAN,MABABASA LANG PO AKO.OK LANG PO KUNG MAINIT DI PO AKO MAGREREKLAMO,BASTA WAG NA WAG LANG PO UULAN.ESP,PAG UWIAN KO NA.
This schedule I have now,really does blocking my way for me to write a delayed-post.
And so,I am writing one now.
Well
Last week.
So,that was Tuesday
I was supposed to work on the HR article.And have it printed on the next day.
And WHUT THE HELL just happened?
BLACKOUT.
That hell sucks.
I was like have everything on PLAN.
And that...errrr-- black out ruined everything.
That was Wednesday.
Diane and Obang dropped by.
And Diane,accompanied me in searching for that internetan-na-may-printer.
We failed.Because If we ever plan to go to SM,we might get stucked there If typhoon Basyang is still on rampage.
AND ALL INTERNET LINES ARE DOWN.
we decided not to go there anymore since internet lines are down.
I was like-- roaming the place.Until I saw an internetan-na-may-printer.
I finished like past 11.I did not took dinner.
It was an epic.
I got it that way,If my professor told me that I am lazy,I should be showing her my work.
But still I need to have it improve.
And the article was on the last post.If you want to read.
errr--
Our professor have our deadlines,extended.
Friday.
I submitted it already.
And so I have another project.
That was Filipino Vernakular:our Midterm
We got kapampangan.
And were supposed to translate a Spanish book-into-English-into-Tagalog-and finally-into-Kapampangan.
So,that's a lot of words to go through.
And KAYE,would be my answer to that.
THANKS A LOT.
B
ut still Spanish-English-Tagalog is NO PICNIC.And now were,down to my daily dramas.
Last Friday,We(Jennifer,Shan,Tisoy and other BADPR1-2D people)make our way to SM Sta.Mesa,cinema 10.DEAR JOHN.
While on our way to the place.
*we,the BADPR1-2D people,was riding a jeep.ONLY US.
I seated at the left part near at the exit.Jennifer was seated at my right side.Joshua at my left.
Joshua:Kyle!... *then points at me.
Kyle:anong apilyedo mo,*he asked me.
ME:opina.... O-PI-NA.
Kyle:huh?
Joshua:OPINA.
Kyle:lilibre ka daw ni Cy ng fishballs....blahblah. I didn't heard what he just said.The other BADPR1-2D are laughing already.
ME: ......sshuuutt uuppp.*I was humiliated.
the notes above are written,last July 21,2010
And I am down to wearing that
YELLOW ADPR uniform.SOON!
And I'm terribly sorry Misadventurer.
For that long weeks I haven't post a thing or two.
It's just that I lose the feeling of writing-my-feelings-down-here.
And when everytime I try to write something down,it's just that I lose my focus,my memory,my concentration.
To many things bothers me now.
And for that,I have lost time to write things down,every night.
I have lose the sense that I need to write things down,so that-this burden I have been carrying the whole time,would lessen up.
And from that point,you are leading me back to you.
Right now,I have like 4 pages to translate from Spanish to Kapampangan.And Imagine that within this week,I would learn without me knowing it,how to speak Kapampangan.BY MYSELF.
Midterm is RIGHT NEXT WEEK.I haven't reviewed anything yet.
I have like this LIFELINE project from Psychology.Which was due next Monday or this coming Thursday,If and only I got it made earlier.
I have to finalized the shirt design for our small group.With Jenniper,Tisoy,Aldyn and Shan.
I have to make a school to school campaign like this MONTH ONLY.
And what I have to tell right now,is something that bothers me now.
Last Friday,I don't why but when everytime,Kyle,a classmate,calls me,he always adressess me as SHERMAN.How cool is that?
And for that,last Friday. While I was sitting along with Jenniper and Tisoy on a bench.Kyle,just somewhat sitted partially on my lap.
CRAZY.and it kinda gave me the creeps.
It was jaw-dropping.LITERALLY.Joshua saw it.I am completely embarassed.
And today,we had computer class,Which was way EPIC.We didn't have a class,instead we consumed time by FB-ing.And some was MALAS so they can't.
And lately,I formally talked to Dave,computer class seatmate,and Arren also,accidentally.It's Arren's birthday today.HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
And ohh,I forgot that,we have this HR activity.
To make the long story short,our classmates were asked to write ONLY the negatives things we had in any type of things.So,I had like maarte ,mayabang,maingay,choosy,and....
So,I am not very affected to the fact that I'd cry.But I am affected beacause I thought I'd set a god impression,BUT I FAILED.
I can not please everyone.
O yeah.
And I'm quite pretty sure that I am making myself, way talkative now.
Things have changed.
ciao!
My name is MIKE.MIKEE is the nickname.16,QC,PH. BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE: NO RIPPING,NO SPAMMING,NO ABUSIVE WORDS.Get it? RAWR.Idiot iHEYCHUU is an overview of my freaking HELL life.My Misadventures.My Crafts. My Music.My Rants. My Sweet-tooth. My Nonsense. My Drama. My WORLD. You can ask me your HELL-like questions at Formspring; www.formspring.me/mikeisweird EMAIL me at YAHOO: www.toothpaste_for_lunch@yahoo.com ADD me FACEBOOK: www.high_on_maplesyrup@yahoo.com
