IM DEAD.

If it wasn't for being so TIMID,I shoudn't be like stucked in this situation.

I am not blaming myself,I should have done the other way.

So,this past few days of college. It was nice,until everything I expect to be turned-out-a-little-rearranged.

And I'm like "CAN ANYONE TALK TO ME,RIGHT NOW"the whole time.

They said that I have set a barrier between new people and personalities.


Was it my fault?


I never knew I could still do those things like that,like a snap of a finger.





But then,I am proving you somehow wrong.


I am talkative in my own way,EVENTUALLY.





I just hate adjustment periods.


I don't like saying things thats quite not me.


I am MABAIT naman.


So,there's no need to tremble in fear or worry.





IM in NANGINGILALA stage pa lang.


Which was currently how I feel.


I could stay all day,without talking to anyone.


But since,a "someone"should come in handy,when you need "something".





I dont have the fear of stepping up to tell everyone who I am.


I just don't like the fact,the things should go.It's just that people are kinda irritating.





Oh look.I got the curriculum.




And to the things I mentioned last few days.

I might give you now the picture of my weird COOL pants.

So,that was the back view.It was plain black all over.
People tends to laugh at this.
It was great.So freaking cool.


BACK TO THE TOPIC.

The standing.
Im quite sure I have made a good impression.
And people are treating me nice.
ESP. tooot and tooot.

I told them that I am really,MAARTE.
So,that in the end,they won't be confused now.Or somehow guessing,who I am.
Like,is Mike really somewhat like----- LIKE THAT SCENARIOS.

But they could still see in me,the BITCH-iness I had inside.EVENTUALLY.
I'm a brat.
In my own ways.
I set a high standard when choosing things over matter.
I set high standards when choosing someone to befriend with.


To tell you honestly,I am not a snob,I'm just waiting for people to approach me.
I'm not the one who would initiate a talk right now,BUT EVENTUALLY I would surely be the one who will ignite a talk.

And now,I had a serious number of pages to read at that Filipino book.CHAPTER 1 page 1 up to 57.

Im a non-reader.But it seems like,I have been re-reading those things all over again,Im quite familiar with the topics in chapter 1.But not that much.

I can say that,I can give my best.
Especially,if this things do come true.I might graduate with honor.
I am not going to get laid-back again.
I'll try not to procrastinate that much.

And so,I'm waving goodbye.
CIAO.

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