IT'S SUNDAY.

And you know what that means?
YEAH.
Meeting AGAIN.
At the YMCA YVWG office.

You know that I have so many things in life that I need to take risks upon.
Until,yours truly was assigned as the new PM. An APM turned-out- acting- "PROJECT MANAGER"-for- the-SEARCH FOR THE MOST OUTSTANDING YOUNG WRITERS.

OH YEAH.You "read"that right?
It was a HUGE thing.I never expected that.I was happy with the task APM.
But then,no one ever expected a lot from me like this. LIKE THIS HUUUUUUUGGEEE thing.
It was the IMPORTANT PART OF THE WHOLE EVENT.That was being a PM.

PLUS.I was assigned to do the layouting in the NEWSLETTER.
The tarps with Ate Lori.
AND I KNOW I CAN DO THAT VERY WELL.


Diane said that,maybe it's my time to bloom.
She is somewhat right.
But I only wanted the APM thinggy.
And my YV family,told me that I can do it.
I still had doubts within me.I could not further explain how I feel.
As far as I know,I am contented with being an APM now.
But for a newbie?
NAAH.I guess I'll have to take bigger steps ahead.Set bigger plans ahead.And take whatever It takes to fully respond to the task as PM.

I should took this thing seriously.Who knows,what might happen after this event has been made.

WHO KNOWS WHAT AM I MADE OF.

NOTE: I had my FIRST EVER BLIZZARD TODAY.CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES.
I had the spoon.But since it's really late,I might show it tomorrow.



Tomorrow does offer a lot of things in hand.
FIRST.It's finally eventually facing of the pressure and all those busy moments in my College life.
SECONDLY.It's finally the thing that you have to give your best
And LASTLY,this week is the start of the school to school campaign for a semi-YV like me.

I dont think I just did this,But guess what,I think I have finally just get overed from what we call the ADJUSTMENT PERIOD.

According to my buddy,Ate Lori.She had a YEAR-LONG for that adjustment.
But for a maarte person like me,I took 2 weeks.I think.So,I'm like trying to be sprinkled with lots of sugar,so that people would come and talk to me,naturally.
I need those FUN-moments like those of in HS right now.

WHOA.HS is really so FUN.
I missed every Monday's flag ceremonies.
Those llllooonnnggg Filipino assignments.
Our adviser's cermon.
The canteen people.
The arguments.
The hardships.
The cheating thingy,I missed this thing too.HNSTLY.esp.on Filipino and Math.
The rush hours.
The sweaty hankies made by nothing or maybe by those running-errands thinggy.
The days when I have to wake up and got to school really early just to finish a freaking assignment esp.in MATH


YES.Because I JUST MISSED it.
This night,Diane,Quero,Remar,Obang had some llooonnnggg kamustahans in Quero's residence.
It's like we MISSED EVERYTHING ALREADY.LOTS OF THINGS ALREADY HAPPEND THOUGH ITS ONLY THE BEGGINING OF EVERYTHING.
Diane is stucked with her plates.Remar with dealing with his or her MATH 17.Quero being an EMO now.And Obang as sitting back and relaxing.


O'rayt.PEOPLE it's been getting late now.
CIAO!

TODAY.

I didn't expect things to be better than this.
My dear seatmates is with me this day.Though it isn't that super errr FREAKING FUN.
But beside I had fun teasing and laughing with them.

We did like BRAIN TEASERS in the library.I am like super SABAW in there.
But I am so happy I am somehow can answer some teasers.

HERE'S a sample.

May 3 Kuba. 2 boys.1 girl.
Nagasawa ung 2 boys.Tapos,kuba pa rin sila.
And then,nag asawa naman yung girl.
Tapos,di na siya kuba.

So,what happened exactly?

DARN.After knowing this answer to this teaser I was like *shoots head* BRAIN DEAD.

It was like super KALOG and super SABAW.
I am just hungry.

Another.

May isang lalake pumasok sa banyo,may dalang baril,yung totoo.
Humarap sya sa salamin.Binaril niya yung sarili nya sa pagitan ng mata.
Lumabas siya ng walang dugo.

So,what happened?

I KNOW RIGHT.

After all that sabaw moments,I ate I ate and I ate.
I was hungry.
THE WHOLE TIME.
It's like I could eat a human alive.

So,TODAY IS FRIDAY.
TGIF.

AND It's our P.E.
DARN.How could basketball crossed my path.
Well,I hate it.
And so I am not going to love it.
But since,I have a hard time dealing with it,I might as well,deal with it with full cooperation this time.BIG TIME.

OR I MIGHT GET THAT 3.

SO DAMN RIGHT SCARED.

Well,anyway.I SUCKED at BASKETBALL.
IM A NOOB.
REALLY.

ANOTHER ADD-ON.
A classmate asked me.
CLASSMATE: Mike....Mike....Mike.....
Me:*I looked around*And saw someones calling me.
CLASSMATE:nagDODOTA ka ba?
Me:*shakes head as a resounding NO.

AFTER A FEW MINUTES

I realized that.
MARUNONG pala AKO.
Di nga lang ganun kagaling.May alam ako.Alam ko din kung paano gagalawin yung mga heroes.
Nakalimutan ko nga lang mag recipe.And .........

SANA MAY MAGTANONG ULIT SAKIN.

And so today,Im wearing my "pambahay"white-shirt with buttons for school.
I so like that.
GEEZ.
I think I need a SLEEP now.

That's it for today.
CIAO!
Before I finally wave goodbye.
THANKS TO: Ms.Gecto,Ms.San Antonio,Mr.Tisoy and Ms.Alcober.

IM DEAD.

If it wasn't for being so TIMID,I shoudn't be like stucked in this situation.

I am not blaming myself,I should have done the other way.

So,this past few days of college. It was nice,until everything I expect to be turned-out-a-little-rearranged.

And I'm like "CAN ANYONE TALK TO ME,RIGHT NOW"the whole time.

They said that I have set a barrier between new people and personalities.


Was it my fault?


I never knew I could still do those things like that,like a snap of a finger.





But then,I am proving you somehow wrong.


I am talkative in my own way,EVENTUALLY.





I just hate adjustment periods.


I don't like saying things thats quite not me.


I am MABAIT naman.


So,there's no need to tremble in fear or worry.





IM in NANGINGILALA stage pa lang.


Which was currently how I feel.


I could stay all day,without talking to anyone.


But since,a "someone"should come in handy,when you need "something".





I dont have the fear of stepping up to tell everyone who I am.


I just don't like the fact,the things should go.It's just that people are kinda irritating.





Oh look.I got the curriculum.




And to the things I mentioned last few days.

I might give you now the picture of my weird COOL pants.

So,that was the back view.It was plain black all over.
People tends to laugh at this.
It was great.So freaking cool.


BACK TO THE TOPIC.

The standing.
Im quite sure I have made a good impression.
And people are treating me nice.
ESP. tooot and tooot.

I told them that I am really,MAARTE.
So,that in the end,they won't be confused now.Or somehow guessing,who I am.
Like,is Mike really somewhat like----- LIKE THAT SCENARIOS.

But they could still see in me,the BITCH-iness I had inside.EVENTUALLY.
I'm a brat.
In my own ways.
I set a high standard when choosing things over matter.
I set high standards when choosing someone to befriend with.


To tell you honestly,I am not a snob,I'm just waiting for people to approach me.
I'm not the one who would initiate a talk right now,BUT EVENTUALLY I would surely be the one who will ignite a talk.

And now,I had a serious number of pages to read at that Filipino book.CHAPTER 1 page 1 up to 57.

Im a non-reader.But it seems like,I have been re-reading those things all over again,Im quite familiar with the topics in chapter 1.But not that much.

I can say that,I can give my best.
Especially,if this things do come true.I might graduate with honor.
I am not going to get laid-back again.
I'll try not to procrastinate that much.

And so,I'm waving goodbye.
CIAO.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD.

This week got me what do you call kinda BUSY.
But this was just all the beginning.You know College expect a lot things from you.Like the big word "RESPONSIBILITY".
Oh yeah. Last Thursday I really forgot what happened it's just that I'm really not talkative that YET.

Maybe this coming week.HOPING.

Last Friday,I was like reading-reading-reading that Filipino book I bought because our professor said so. THE WHOLE CHAPTER 1.With a prelude in every topic with a coresponding debatable questions each.

So,It's like pressure to a non-reader like me. I am like trying-to-read-and-understand-every-word that is in there.

This coming week,PRESSURE already said HELLO right after I got home this last Friday.
OMG. I need to do some MORE EFFORT.I want a grade not lower that 2.75
OH PUUUHH--LLEEAASSEE.

But as you can see,I'm still good.Im still alive for these past few school days.
Hope me with all the luck surviving this next few days of my college life.

Ciao.

I was awake at 15 morning which was 1 a.m. until 4:30a.m.
Maybe I was just thinking of too many thoughts.I was just thinking what this day could bring.What might usually happen.What I want to happen.I was trying to sleep but everytime I close my eyes I see today's event.

Am I excited?
Nervous?
Worried?
nahh-- I woke up nearly 5:30
And I still coudn't believe I was a college student by now.

Back to those routines now.
Sip a hot choco.Bathe.Dress.Eat.Fix.Check things.Fix again. few more touches.VOILA!READY.

I wore a Blue BOHOL souvenir shirt today.
And a Bum black /checkered pants.
A Converse.
And my monster Human bag.

I dunno why but everytime I overtake a person or groups they seem to laugh behind me.SRSLY.
Are they just being ignorant that I am wearing my cool pants?
Imma post the picture of my pants picture this week.

I love this new pants.

Well anyway,beside having a hot and so sweaty morning.
DARN.
I was late.But not with a professor but late to have a seat.

I got lost.SORRY. I'm so haggard that I forgot where was my room.
So,upon entering I have here with a blockmate who was seemigly entering the room.I was behind him. I took a faster little steps.So that I could overtake him.
I coudn't find a seat. OMG.Until I spotted one.I dashed right into it.
I'm the last one to have a seat by then.But since,there were more students in BADPR1-2D they got more chairs at the other rooms. So,a few more freshies arrived.
AND WE ARE 55.
OH NO.55 was too many for a small room with four flourescent bulbs and one functioning ceiling fan the other ceiling fan is broken,i guess.

IT IS HOT.



Our teacher from MATH didn't arrive.I am stucked there.Sitting.
Until MARKETING proceeded with our professor.I took down notes.I COUDN'T BELIEVE I JUST DID THAT.
our professor was nice.I hope that she'll stay nice until 1st sem.
And FILIPINO followed.Our professor.Mrs.Lachica told us many things to.
WE HAVE OFFICERS NOW.
I just coudn't believe my mind that these jerks are like-ruling 2D now.
I think they did not take the elections seriously.
IT WAS LIKE A JOKE.All of the officers are a JOKE.

I thought that I'll end a day without a conversation from any of my blockmates.
I was wrong. I met Jennifer.My seatmate.She approached me first.Then I started talking.

She plan to go for CWTS tomorrow.
I plan to ask for directions from staffs.
OMG.Is this me? I just did communicate with other people.
Im so like YEYEAH.UPGRADED
I seek directions politely and thanked them.
So.2D have no classes for CWTS until the end of June now.

This Thursday Im plannig to go back from chairperson Elizabeth Santos for more information
about PURE and some things with ID LACES.
TBA is To Be Announce
That information will be announced by me.
I hope that I'll get in the room first.

DAMN.That president she didn't have a clue at all.

Im so like into liking-- PR-ing now.
I never knew it was great.

By the way,I had the same chill when introducing ourselves but not as much as I did like the previous years.
I find mine really awkward and err..
OH YEAH.

Ciao.
Thank you 15 for being nice.for being almost perfect.for being so really fun.

Everytime the clock strikes a second it kills me double time.
Few hours from now, I will finally emerge into something I don't really know.
Few hours left for poor summer

"BYE SUMMER. I HAD FUN WITH YOU even just a little.AND DONT FORGET TO BE NICER NEXT YEAR,OK?"

Few FVCKING hours from now I am an official college student
STUDENT of that OH-SO WONDERFUL PARADISE like PUP.

OH YEAH. In that university

Few hours from now ,I will finally eventually hug stress away.
It's only a matter of time to deal with them.

And lastly few freaking hours from now,
I'll wake up as what I have told myself.
THAT'S BEING FEARLESS.

I have explained this.But since to make it clearer here it goes
Who knows what might really happen behind those dates in College
I might lose something that I was holding on forever
That was a dream
We never knew what this eerr-- future have me.
So,I chose to be fearless.
O'rayt.It's for me anyway.
It's for what we call dream
I am forcing myself not to be nervous,But I am so not ready to step into College
But since I have no choice
I have to.

15 please be nice.
Dont you ruin my day.
Or else I
ll turn out freakingly messed up.
Do you want that? of course NO.

Ciao.

. SO CUTE,isn't it?

Today is the 112th INDEPENDENCE DAY.



AS YOU CAN SEE AND THE PHOTO.



BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT SOMETHING ELSE WAS CELEBRATING ITS DAY TODAY.



OH YES IT IS.



MY DEAR BLOG SITE.










MY DEAR BLOGSITE





Thank you for always being there for me.


Youre always there to help me release those negative energies.


And thank you for that non-stop listening to most of my rants.


And thank that you always make me happy together with those happy posts


And now youre a year old now,my official blog site


Let us continue what we have started


More power and God bless








THATS WAS MY LETTER TO THE MISADVENTURER





PRE POST FOR 15





It is now 3 days away.


So close to that 15


And Im so close into stepping into college


And trying a lot harder


And trying not to blame myself again for not doing stuffs that could do good things to me





I am pressured already by time


And I was just thinking about it my head spins two times faster


And how I wished I would be able to put up a nice image


I was thinking of the wrong way


I wish everything would alright








So little time


But Im asking for more things to happen


Before this summer end


I know that summer is waving goodbye


BUT NOT NOW





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