I had been looking for that peace,the peace in mind.My mind has been cluttered with busy paper works and things-to-do....I coudn't find a space to wonder my thoughts to.

These past few days,I felt the feeling I turned back to.The loneliness.I have to convince myself everyday to laught,to smile and to be approachable at all times.So,I swore to smile each passing day but uncertainties keep flashing in and out of my brain.I should NOT be the one whose from yesterday.I have changed.BUT...it's too hard,too hard to keep going on,to stand on my principles.

I remembered a friend told me.
"You don't own the worlds burden and pain.There's going to be more to life that you'll be looking forward too.CHEER UP KID!''The word SHE spoke remains in my heart.It made me smiled,it ENLIGHTENED me.But it never healed the growing pain inside.

I'm tried to be happier,the happy-go-lucky kid I was once before.But it seems like these laughters are USELESSif I haven't got someone to share it with.How I swore to myself that I'll never return to the one I was before.
Loneliness always chases me.No one notices that I was left behind,NO ONE.And I blame myself for that,for not letting my voice out and for not letting myself be heard.
Things shoudn't be this way.
Am I that too invisible?OR
Do I need to make myself noticeable just to let them know I was behind?
Would somebody get me out of this pain?
Save My Soul,please.
